This stupid disease has made me stupid! When I was healthy and was in 8th grade.. That was the first year I was admitted to the hospital because of my ed.. and the first year we got grades, I had a average at 5.8... and the best we could get was 6. Not to brag but I was one of the best at my school.. I also have an IQ over 130.. I don't know exactly what it is, but the therapist that did the test said it was over 130... Heh, can't belive it when u look at my bad english... But I hate English... Anyway, now I only have a average of 4.2... quite disappointing.

I'm a failure!!

I'm stupid, fat, ugly, disappointing and a mess.

I've been eating way too much too... been b/p all afternoon. Yay me... I ate almost 1 kg with sweets, 1 pizza, 500 gram with grapes and 300 gram with pringles. Why do I eat all this just to puke afterwards. I've also taken 34 dulcolax... I know I'm gonna be really sick tomorrow, but I don't care. I deserve it!

Thats enough whimpering for today.

-Nemi-

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